Sunday, January 13, 2013

Flight of Fancy:Comparing Tragedies



About a month ago, I watched the movie Flight. Starring Denzel Washington as the protagonist, it charted the stories of an airline pilot who abuses drugs and alcohol, and then climbs into the cockpit and flies commercial airliners. I am not the sort of person who reacts to such premises with horror or outrage; fiction is fiction, after all, and it is a rare film or novel that hits me at an emotional level. 

As I said, Washington portrays an addict who is taciturn and vicious in his treatment of others when sober. The catalyst of the plot involves the crash of the plane he’s piloting. Though drugs and alcohol still course through his veins, he manages to perform a miraculous landing saving virtually all those on board. The ensuing investigation, though, forms the narrative structure by which his deep flaws are revealed.

I watched this movie about 2 weeks before I boarded a plane to fly to the Pacific coast for holidays. At no point did that vivid depiction of the actual crash bother me on an emotional level, nor instill apprehension regarding my upcoming voyage. Again, fiction is fiction.

Recently, I was reading Malcolm Gladwell’s book Outliers, which explores the topic of what causes extreme or unusual instances of success or failure. Why do some people become fantastically wealthy and accomplished at their chosen profession or field, and others don’t? What makes something stand apart and break the norm? A fascinating topic; I heartily recommend the book. Anyway, the chapter I was reading today involved the curious case of Korean airline crashes, which happened at an alarmingly regular pace during the 80s and 90s. I believe Gladwell noted that their rate of crashes was 17 times that of the US average or perhaps the world average. I have not finished the chapter, but I have read the book several years before, and know roughly what the conclusion will be. Essentially, cultural prohibitions regarding a subordinate challenging his superior prevented the secondary pilot from taking steps or pointing out information to the captain that might have averted the tragedies that were piling up.

In order to demonstrate the lack of communication and exchange of information within the cockpit, he transcribed several examples of the recordings of the black boxes from the crash. Perhaps my overactive imagination is to blame, but I could imagine the rising panic and frustration in the situation; in one case, the plane crashed because it ran out of gas, yet the exact amount of fuel remaining was never communicated to the air traffic controller.

As I read this, and even as I summon it from my memory right now, an odd clenching, a vague nausea stirs within my belly. The thought This is rather ghoulish skittered across my mind as I read, and I could almost feel my blood pressure start to rise. These were crashes that occurred 20, some even 30, years ago, and yet the thought of them, reading the terse or frantic communiques from the pilots in plain letters on a page while attempting to understand the reason why, caused, and causes, me anxiety. Contrast this with the graphic images of a plane crash plastered across a 30 foot movie screen while the noise bombards my ears, yet I am in no way apprehensive or disturbed, even with the prospect of an upcoming flight lingering.

I find it amazing how the mind works. Because if anything, the visceral experience of the movie should have impacted me far greater than the cold, dispassionate description of the passages. In the movie we saw characters die, women and children screaming and flailing upside down, and battered and bruised bodies afterward. There are no graphic descriptions in the book of body parts or the actual wreckage that investigators found; the point of Gladwell’s book isn’t to rehash the entire experience but to explore the reason for it, so descriptions of the aftermath are unnecessary. And yet, my mind knows that what it experienced with the senses (namely the movie) wasn’t real, while the scenes from the book actually happened. People died, and some of their final words are recorded. And my mind can distinguish the difference without a conscious imperative from me. I didn’t think to myself, Wow, this really happened. I’m not just reading about a fictional event; this will probably disturb me. On the contrary, I read about other tragedies and atrocities without having such a reaction. My emotions upon hearing about Sandy Hook or Aurora were sorrow and anger, but it didn’t disturb me.

Perhaps this is why. With those other occurrences, or like 9/11, there was active agency behind the tragedies. Some body chose to act in heinous ways and the results were hideous to contemplate. But they make sense, and even though media members and politicians are quick to say otherwise, probably could not have been avoided for the most part. A gunman who is intent upon shooting up a school may have this evil deed facilitated by the availability of weapons in his parents’ house; but if he is determined enough, he will find a way to procure them even if they aren’t as readily available.  Evil exists, and nothing humans can do will ever eradicate or completely prevent it.

Well, what about natural disasters? The tsunamis in South Asia or Japan, the earthquake in Haiti, Hurricane Katrina, Superstorm Sandy—do they disturb me as well? Not in the same fashion, I must confess. For this reason: there really isn’t much humans can do to prevent such catastrophes, no matter what climate change alarmists (oh the hubris!) would have us think. We may rail against God, but no one else can bear any responsibility. Not, mind you, that I blame God for natural disasters, but I understand the impulse among theists or deists to do so.

What bothers me, as I consider it, about the events from the book is that they were needless, they could have been prevented. The plane that tried to land and had to abort, which eventually crashed because it ran out of fuel, never informed the tower that it had only ten minutes of fuel left. The copilot never turned to the captain and confronted him on his questionable decisions. The copilot took the terse communications with harried New Yorker air traffic controllers as veiled insults and signs of agitation, and consequently mitigated the situation on the plane instead of stating plainly the dire circumstances. All minor things that led to more major problems that eventually led to tragedy. All human, all preventable. If a plane crashed because the avionics failed or, like in the death of golfer Payne Stewart, the cabin decompressed and killed everyone aboard hours before the fuel ran out, I am saddened and horrified. But the situations in the book sickened me and angered me. The needless loss of life! The senseless tragedy!

Because, thanks to my overactive imagination, I tend to project myself into scenarios in stories I read, and I would have been incensed and confounded at the laisse faire attitude of a copilot who refuses to use the word “emergency” when the plane I’m flying only has 10 minutes left of fuel and we’re being put at the back of the landing queue. Unfathomable! I would be shouting in the face of the pilot, screaming into the microphone. I would say clearly over the radio, “You had better tell all other planes to clear off, because I’m coming in to land right now! Otherwise we’re all going to die! Deal with it!” That’s the difference between natural disasters, crimes, and tragedies.